Makeover ...

I think most beautiful and interesting things in life happens unplanned. I don't know about others, but at least with me its always those unscheduled, sudden actions that brings in the most and best out of me.

I was kind of absorbed in my own projects yesterday from morning and suddenly i got a call from koshy. He said he will drop in to my place and he has something to show to me. I was wondering what it might be. When he finally landed himself in front of my gate, he was not welcomed by tony (my pet) as usual. Then i came out of my room to fetch him and was stunned for a second looking at his new makeover.

He had this cute long hair style done. I felt people need to have these makeover in life, because its these small things in life which makes life so interesting. Even though these makeover are peripheral they have a huge impact internally, because all our actions are transformed by these internal thoughts.

Immediately i gave my camera some work after a long time and really enjoyed the photo shoot which lasted for hardly 1o min as my camera's batteries got drained.

Anyway check out few of the videos and pics fresh out of my studio :)

Whats in the name ?

I had been to my friends place this weekend. She is kind of weird because she has names for everything in her house. Literally she has name for every damn thing you find in her house.
I was wondering when she asked me how is my "Yuvarani" ? for a second i thought her cousin or some one but later came to know it was her scooty, like this she has name for her room, pen, car, specs, hair band, slippers , what not :). Now you might agree that she is weird ?

Check out the pictures of her "Chandini" , wondering who is Chandini ?

A Taste of Life

Many considered UG to be an Volcano, because there was so much fire within him that his words would reduce the belief system into ashes within no time. The books and videos of UG that i was exposed would always left in me a feeling of his untouchable authenticity and a fearless fighter within him. But this book for the first time shows his child like nature and his caring nature to his loved ones even when he was in deep pain.

All the books which have been released till date on UG is generally written by his friends who just archived his talks into a book. Most his videos have been shot with normal cameras by his friends and his admirers. Never he had accepted to get on stage and given lectures after his calamity. He always took a stand saying that he is no different from anyone.

It is very much true that when you go searching you will always find what you want. It so happens with the help of cosmos that out of no where suddenly i get to know about the release of this book just two days back and i myself landed in Crossword to meet Mahesh Bhatt , author this book who was in Bangalore to release his book.

This was the first time i had seen Mahesh in person and he seemed to be very much composed. He read the very first chapter of the book with such an emotion that everyone out there was taken into the room of UG where he took his last breath.

The book clears shows how UG walked his talk till the end. UG was so composed even in death by accepting with such open arms. He said that death and birth are no different things and are two faces of the same coin. His talks in his death bed proves his words what he had said during his talks.

The book captures how UG orchestrated his death in detail.

It really makes us realize even in life we would not have lived the way how he lived in his death.

U.G Krishnamurthi - an enigma

Sometimes we step upon few things in life accidentally which eventually change our whole life altogether to the extent that you would not ever imagined in your rarest dreams too. Its brings in you a total transformation and the very next moment you start looking the world with a total new freshness, with few moments of inhaling those unknown fresh fragrance you find a new vitality within you that makes your feel lighter and pacifies you to the extent you never look back for anything else. Its the last stop for the journey called "Search".

Yes, these were my experiences when i stumbled upon this personality when i was searching some thing on the internet and came across him. It was an usual website with the greeting message been replaced by a warning stating something like this.

"U.G Krishnamurti, an enigma--a person who defies all classifications--a philosopher, a Non-guru, guru, call him what you may. But, once you have read even a few words, seen a photo of his, your psyche will never be the same. He will permeate your being. His words and images will infect your mind like a virus. So, proceed with caution in exploring these conversations, quotes and photo".

Yes, It was U.G.Krishnamurthi. After reading and listening to his words my life never been the same. He has so much influence on me. I never intended to be a follower of anyone but his words are so factual and undeniable that you have no way to go than just accept his reasoning. Its brings in so much freshness and makes you feel so light that never ever you turn up for others for your problems because the very thing we considered as problems earlier disappear itself without any effort of yours on its own accord by just mere self understanding. The fear within yourself to face the practical world no longer exists anymore and streams of confidence from an unknown source flows with ease within yourself .

I was planning to write on him for a long time but never it happened, fortunately i saw an ad of a new book on him titled "A Taste Of Life: The Last Days Of U.G.Krishnamurti" written by his very close friend Mahesh Bhatt. Immediately i called upon my friend koshy and raghu and decided to get the copy and also meet the author in person as he was launching the book himself.

Yesterday there was a official book release by Mahesh Bhatt and also a Q&A sessions. It was really a great event organized and with most of the participants who were part of those inner circle most of them who knew UG in person.

I just raised one question to Mahesh Bhatt "Sir, UG is considered to be an anti-guru and through out his life he told that you don't need a guru or anyone to know your self or to lead a contented life, Do you personally feel that is there a need of someone really ?".

He just thought for a second and his answers were very much satisfactory for me. He said " Yes for me, i wanted a master and good that i found one".

His words also found answers for few of my own questions too.

Thanks for Mahesh Bhatt in sharing out his experiences with UG during his last days, when he was waiting for his death. I just finished the whole book in one shot, it is so lively that i never realized when i finished the book it was almost 4.30 am and coincidentally this time relates so much to UG when he was waiting at his death.

Images Change ..

As days rolls by the posters in my room too roll over.

Never Say "No" for a party

Its been a long time that i had a weekend spend totally in parties. Was wondering how good it would be just partying and having fun with friends and passing the whole life just like that.

The weekend started something like this with no plans, me breaking my head working on some useless logic to get in place and then i was dragged by Raghu to have some quality time. Even though i went with half heart later i realized how foolish it would have been if i had missed that party. It was one of those simplest party on the terrace overseen by clear dark sky and was entertained with koshy's romantic numbers. Still the memories of the night is very fresh within me.

I was awaked next morning with Rashmi inviting me for her Birthday party followed by my ex-collegues ordering me to join on the same evening for a get together. It was altogether a great partying weekend which re-assured me that that "Never miss an oppurtunity in life to party".

I would like to thank all my friends for making this a great weekend and i am sure that we will have more of them.

Few memorable moments captured at Rashmi's Birthday party.

Knowledge is Pain in disguise

You feel its really true what you have heard from many that "Knowledge is Power". It makes you stand out of the crowd, if makes you keep you chin high when we are in conversations, it also gives you a warmth feeling when we won over the arguments with our stuffed knowledge.

But what goes unnoticed and unobserved most of the time is that the same knowledge which gives the sense of power is the root cause of pain in disguise.

There are moments when i hoped that i would have been as innocent as others who just go about with the flow of the events without even knowing what exactly is the cause of the event. But once we posses the reasoning and logical knowledge which portrays the event as unworthy then we go about resisting the same which causes a displeasure in the self.

The resistance reaction of the self is involuntary and is very nature of the human being. But to understand the core of it is very important since only then we can take the right decision in that specific moment. The very effort in understanding the cause of resistance brings out the nonresistance in the self.

The acquired knowledge within the self brings about a resistance which in disguise brings out the pain until the analyzing component within the self is analyzed.